Friday, November 9, 2007

Void Description

I chose the word Void as my identity for this blog because it's the way I've felt since my last delusional manic high. It's been roughly four months since I've come back down to the dark subterranean cave that I've dwelt in for the better part of three years. My life is vacant of the things that seem to give value, meaning, and substance to others. Namely friends, family, purpose, or any economic skill. I stumbled upon a statement by Fernando Pessoa recently that elegantly expresses my current and most familiar state.

"Little by little I discover in myself
the pain of finding nothing."

2 comments:

Unknown said...

Void,

I came across your blog and wanted to say hello. My name is Iri Amirav and I am a co-founder at iMedix. iMedix is a website that helps hundreds of thousands of patients every month and we’ve recently decided to form a Support Group for Bipolar patients: http://www.imedix.com/Bipolar

I am looking for leaders who will be interested to start and manage this group with me and thought you might be a good person to speak with about finding patients in need. I would love to speak with you and tell you more about who we are and what we are trying to accomplish.

Please feel free to contact me by email. In addition, you can find me on the iMedix website under the nickname irus.

I look forward to hearing from you soon.

Best,

Iri

irus.imedix@gmail.com

Betty said...

I am sorry to here that you are in this state. I have bipolar so I can relate to the loneliness and hopelessness you are feeling. A great site for bipolar patients I found is http://onlineceucredit.com/edu/social-work-ceus-ba. It offers a lot of information about dealing with the highs and lows of bipolar.